Whenever Allah wills the welfare of a person, He opens the doors of good deeds on him.
I was crying badly, thinking who knows when I will be lucky enough to back next time, and whether or not I will be able to come back here next time. A woman asked sister, what is the matter? Why are you crying so much, after I told her the reason she replied; sister, I will tell you a spiritual healer, By the will of Allah you will come here every year. I have been coming here for 14 years continuously.
A little prior to the previous Night of Power (Shab-e- Qadr) I was very worried because I had planned to perform Hajj with my son, but my son could not make it and I got very worried. Then on the Night of Power I cried to my fullest and prayed to Allah, that my intentions are the same, I went through difficulties and collected money because I wanted to perform Hajj, and I had been going to Umrah for the past 5 years, but this year I had planned to perform Hajj. When I slept that night, my luck just brightened up. I had the honor of seeing the Prophet Muhammad (SAWS) in my dream. He said to me “Do not be worried, perform Umrah in Ramadan, whoever performs Umrah in Ramadan he/she has performed Hajj with me.” Alas, as soon as my eyes opened I planned, that next morning itself I will consult the travel agent. If things go, accordingly I By the will of Allah will perform Umrah in Ramadan. In the morning when I contacted the travel agency they informed me that it will be difficult for them to arrange this for me as there were only a few days left for Ramadan and moreover I had just performed Umrah 2 months ago which meant the Saudi government would not allow me, additionally they said that they had booked their seats 3 months ago and would be going on the 14th. I asked to try their best because I had a special invitation. Anyways, I prayed to Allah that if I go there I will meditate (perform Aitakaaf) for the whole month. Allah blessed me and not only did the Saudi government allow me but my seat was also booked and by the grace of Allah I left for my journey on the 8th Ramadan commenced on the 10th. I meditated (Aitakaaf) for the whole month. I went 2 days before Ramadan and returned 2 days before Eid, what shall I say I am 56 years old and I fast with full concentration, but still this month of Ramadan excelled on all of my 56 year old life. Allah blessed be specially, I pray that blesses everyone like that (Ameen). What shall I tell you about the environment of Madinah. Glory be to Allah only those people are aware of it who have spent Ramadan in Madinah. I was with another woman belonging from Kharian. We both were meditating (Aitakaaf) in Haram Shareef, we used to get dates, tea, bottles of zam zam water, and sometimes-small bottles of milk. Unfortunately, I was not able to eat much as my canine tooth ached. Stayed awake the whole night, fasted the whole day and kept on reciting; One day I ended my fast by eating 2 dates and drank zam zam water as much as I wished. Then in the morning, I commenced my fast by eating 2 or 3 dates and drank some zam zam water, and then ended the fast too by eating 2 dates. That day I was feeling very hungry. I prayed the evening prayer and started reciting the Quran, while reciting I started to think, “O my Lord, I am very humbled by your favor that you called a sinful person like me here. I am your guest, you know that I am hungry; this thought was still inside me when the sister with me asked me to come her so that we could perform ablution again. But I asked her to wait for me as I complete the rukuh, but she insisted on completing it later and going with her now. We were in the basement I closed the Quran and kept it there. We started to climb the stairs to go out of the basement. I was leading the way, a man standing in front me started addressing to me : Sister, this food has arrived for you, and he handed me two packed boxes and 3 juices. I was left astonished by the natural order of Allah, just a moment ago, I was only thinking about this, and a moment later, I had it. I received the boxes and outside in the ground I offered 2 Nafl prayers of thanks to Allah. We found out that the boxes contained half portions of lentils and half contained rice, we ate heartily and left the other box for the morning, and like this we used to spend the day and night in the Masjid- E- Nabwi. Up to 8 days whatever we used to get yoghurt, zam zam water, bottles of buttermilk we used to eat & drink it and thank Allah. Then another day I prayed to Allah and asked Him to provide me with something savory like chapatti, we then came out of the basement to perform ablution, Glory be to Allah what a scene it was the enthusiasts of the Prophet (ﷺ) were sitting in the whole round, it was such a magnificent sight. A woman said: Sister come, have a seat on the dining sheet and let’s eat, I refused and replied: today my Allah will give me something else to eat, I had so much trust that whatever I asked for I will definitely get it. Another woman called me and offered me two bags and two soft drinks….
First Incident-We sat on the steps of Masjid-e-Nabwi, opened the bag, found roast chicken and bread
with lemon and thanked Allah. The woman said Baji Allah listens to your duas as though he is near you.
Yes, he is closer than the jugular vein.
Second incident — when I first went for umrah in 2009, it was the last day and we had to go from
Madinah to Makkah. It was Asr time, I was crying thinking when shall I come back again. A woman inquired
why I was crying and on telling her she said I will tell you a wazifa and InshAllah you will come
for Umrah every year. She said for the last 14 years she and her husband have been coming every year.
She said recite ‘Durood shareef‘constantly and after every adhaan recite the Adhaan Dua ‘اللھم رب ھذا ۔۔۔۔۔۔۔۔ ...Wa’adteh. and then recite three times لبیک اللھم لبیک، لبیک لا شریک لک۔۔۔۔۔۔۔۔۔۔. Surely, I have
come for pilgrimage every year since .