Respected Hakeem Sahib AsSalam O Alikum!Allah set me on righteous path and made you reason of this and similarly ALLAH made you reason for thousands of other. May ALLAH Raheem Kareem bless you with with great gifts for this act and may HE protect you and your family from all kind of evils. Aameen! My life has changed since my connection with Tasbeh Khana. I thank ALLAH a lot that HE joined me with Tasbeeh Khana. Respected Hakeem Sahib! I was involved in sins, I feel regret thinking about them, but thanks to ALLAH HE saved me from those sins and relived me from those sins. I am discussing only few among those sins such as vulgar talks with boys at night on mobile while hiding in blanket, downloading and watching movies on mobile, watching dramas of different channels with preparation, not going near to prayers and etc. but after being connected to Tasbeeh Khana I wish that life would have been a dream, and I wish after awakening from dream I would thank ALLAH that all that was just a dream. I regret on that sinful life. I always repent on that sinful life Thanks To ALLAH! Those were my sins. Now I will discuss change that came to my life after connecting to Tasbeeh Khana and listening to your dars. Now instead of movies and vulgar songs I only have your Dars and recitation of Holly Quran in memory of my mobile that I listen all the time. Time that I used to waste on watching movies and dramas is now utilized in Namaz, Zikar and Tasbeeh. Now thanks to ALLAH only sorrow is on those 17 years that I wasted in sins. I have left every decision of my life on ALLAH KAREEM. May ALLAH forgive my sins and make me pious girls. May HE make me pious like Hazrat Rabia Basri رحمت اللہ علیہ. My feelings have changed, I feel everything is new, and there is some pleasant feeling in my life. I remain happy and satisfied all the time. Now I came to know that why was I always been in tension and sorrow, those were my ugly sins who destroyed my comfort. As soon as those sins moved away from me my soul got comfort and my mind became relax. My soul is in relief. Now I am spending a clean life, thanks to ALLAH that HE blessed me with you Dars via my friend. Due to which I came to know about you and you showed me direction of Tasbeeh Khana from where I listen live Dars every Thursday and bring comfort and ease in my life. Daily I cry and pray from ALLAH that my parents should not pay for my sins. They do not deserve any kind of taunts because they didn’t teach all this vulgar and they never teach me bad, all this was result of my incompetence and friendship with evil, I started walking on evil path and kept on walking. May ALLAH keep veil on my sins as till now and may HE keep my parents respectable as they are till now thanks to ALLAH. I repent on my sins which I committed intentionally or unintentionally. My ALLAH forgive me, now I came to know what is my respect and what is respect of my parents and how should it be taken care of. I weep when I ever I think of it, may ALLAH forgive me. May ALLAH forgive me, May ALLAH forgive me. (Hidden)
Husband did not give attention and everything destroyed:
Respected Hakeem Sahib AsSalam O Alikum!Many preyers for you and your generations, may Allah give long life to people linked to you. Always praying for Tasbeeh Khana, Darood Mahal, Rohani Manzil, Darut Toba and Hajveri Mahal. Whenever you discuss about your short live during dars, my soul shivers and I pray that may the life of my children to be granted to you, may ALLAH give you long life, and may HE give you healthy life. Depressed humanity needs you a lot. Respected Hakeem Sahib I am very sinful, my life changed after listening your Dars, I was so sinful that earth might have shivered on my sins. Thanks to ALLAH! Now I am out of that sinful life. Now listen summary of sinful life: I got married to a well family, my In-Laws supported me a lot, intial 2-3 years passed happily and my husband got job in another city. I left my sincere in-laws and shifted with my husband, there we bought our own home due to which we faced many troubles initially, and then during job my husband started a small business in which he got very successful and our circumstances changed. As time passed my husband started giving me all of his responsibilities, initially I used to do all of his work with full devotion to show him that how much I love him. Grocery, his clothes, socks, shoes buying his shaving instruments and even doing his shave I made all this responsibilities. This is how HE started giving all of his responsibilities to me, visiting doctor, going to children’s school, problems related to electricity bills all became my responsibilities. I tried to make him feel that all these out home things are to be done by him not me; I cannot go out daily and argue with NON Mehrams but all in vein. He turned his back to all of his responsibilities, I used to suffer whole night be he didn’t care. It’s a long story where I wandered. Then more construction of house started and again everything was my responsibility, talking to contractor, cement, bricks, gravel, steel all was my responsibility, he used to do only is his own work! Then my husband appointed an employee, that I should go with him to buy cement, marble or steel, so I started going with him, that man also knew that my husband doesn’t support me. He started showing more kindness; he started doing everything for which husband was needed.
